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First facial watercolor attempt. 

2:30 am . . .

and I am up flipping through my government book trying to decide if I hate Gibson's true/false questions, or love them. The issue is that it takes me forever to decide if it's true or false but the upside is that I am really delving deep into my book and learning things that I have never known before. I am actually really enjoying my government class and am very glad I took it. (except when its almost 3 and i'm being a loser and not just answering a silly true/false question)

Missing my Babies

Its official! I'm having kitten withdrawals. I was over at Kelly's and Santi's house last night and was playing with their kitties when I realized just how much I miss my two boys -- Hector and Paris. I can't wait to see them over spring break... although they are not technically kitties anymore and are more like massive tom cats they will always be my kitties. =)

Kitties!

Rousseau's Confessions . . .

I am attempting to write an epic paper on Rousseau's sexual identity as portrayed in his Books of Confessions, but am having a horrid go at it. Right now writing is not the topic floating on my mind. Hopefully I will be able to write an amazing paper by Wednesday but until then I will just need to drink lots of coffee. Yeah for coffeehouses!

 We opened our play last night at union college. We are doing The Dining Room by A.R. Gurney. It went really well and I am loving it! We will be performing 5 more times. Our performances will be Saturday - 8pm, Sunday - 2pm, Thursday - 7 pm, Saturday - 8pm, and Sunday - 2pm. Everyone should come out to see it.

In these particular photos we are performing the birthday party scene. Everyone, except for Desi, on the far right, is playing a little kid around the age of 6. It would have to be one of the funnest scenes to perform and one of the funniest to watch.

There are 6 actors/actresses in this play and we each play 8 to 10 characters. Myself, Desi, Tori, Pablo, James, and Stephen.

Forsaken - By Janna Buttrick

To feel trapped

Stuck in a corner – with no escape

Helpless and wandering

Seeking in vain

Wishing and wanting

Waiting to be heard

But no reply is to come

Lost you shall stay

Left wanting

You become a ghost

                                                                                    To others

                                                                                          To self

                                                                                                To God

If there is a God

He is gone – leaving my life to chance

Mere roll of the dice . . . my destiny

Why should I hope?

Why should I pray?

To a God that has forsaken me

To a God that exists so perfectly in my dreams – reality, a twisted image of the dream

Tears fall

Heart beats faster

Head pounds

Vocals SCREAM

But self that is longing goes unheard

                                                                           Is left wanting

                                                                                Out of breath

                                                                                     Cold in the heart

                                                                                          Scared to death

Why trust?

Why wish?

Why hope?

For something, that like childhood dreams of Santa Clause

Is becoming the greatest let down of my mature life

To believe in something in vain

To wish on something unreal

To hope in someone nonexistent

Only hurts

Only breaks

Only tears one apart

In a moments time of being forgotten

I let go

Fall

Scream

Cry

Search

And am LOST

Lost as the damned?

Lost from the lamb?

Lost as a child . . . tears streaming

                                                                              Rushing

                                                                                 Running

                                                                                    Wishing

Wanting to be caught up

Raptured in the moment of – happiness

                                                joy

                                                peace

                                                solace

                                               harmony

                                                nature

                                                LOVE

HELP – If you exist . . . then show YOURSELF

Be real for once

For one – who needs a Father . . . who needs his Son

HELP

Please . . . HELP

HEAL

Please . . . HEAL

Comfort

Please . . . comfort

PROTECT

Please . . . PROTECT me

For I am lost

I am scared

I am fearful

I am a child

I am in NEED

I have been forsaken -- damned

My Elucidation

          I have an illicit relationship with art.

          Ever since I was young I have been drawn to and seduced by it, 

          time and time again.

          For so long I fell into the hands of beauty and surrounded 

          myself in its midst.

          With this came a deafening draw back;

          on my journey to envelop myself in beauty 

          I crucified any work of art   

          that didn’t fill this personification of perfection.

          Now I have discovered an amazing gift, buried inside me, 

          a captive of my ignorance.

          Worlds of opportunities present themselves as I 

          turn the key to each new door.

          My senses go crazy:

          I hear the pounding feet,

          feel the heat,

          smell the gunpowder,

          taste sweet victory,

          and envision the future.

          I’ve evolved from a speck of sand into a mountain,

          a raindrop into an ocean,

          a hermit into a king.

          Now I can examine deeper then the superficial beauty that 

          blinded me from true exquisiteness.

          I discovered my aptitude for interpreting surreptitious 

          meanings implanted in art from all across the ages. 

          Dieu Merci, I have finally escaped my naiveté, 

          and now have a new idolatry for art.

          My world has expanded from illicit relationships 

          with entrancing art,

          to adulterous experiences with the anecdote 

          behind every work of art.

          I am now moving, a stream of words shooting forth.

          I am wind, rustling the leaves of expression.

          I am a spider, spinning a web of words and images.

          I am a fire, burning passionately with new ideas.

          I am abstract a mix of bright colors.

          I am a magician, conjuring something into being where 

          there was nothing before.

          I am a harlot for art. 

2011 Bucket List

Weekly

• Blog at least once a week
• Intake on Calories = less then 1500 a day (unless I’m doing a crazy workout)
• Bike more often then I drive
• Tell people that I love them
• Be a better friend
• Take a weekly picture of something fun happening in my life
• Call family at least once a week
• Write a poem a week
• Run 2 times a week

Monthly

• Bike at least 300 miles a month
• Paint a picture a month
• Read 1 fun book and 1 educational book each month

Once

• Go to Mary and Miles Wedding
• Go to Shaina and Francis' Wedding
• Go to Adams Graduation
• Use my cruise tickets
• Get a job and keep it
• Write letters to important people at least twice this year
• Update address book
• Record all contacts into computer
• Make decisions about what to do this fall
• Move all my stuff to one location
• Do at least 2 triathlons
• Do at least 5 bike races
• Do a summer bike tour
• Write about something I’m passionate about

Biking in Lincoln

The snow is finally melted and I am crossing my fingers in hope that it doesn't snow again. The brakes went out on my car and now I'm biking everywhere. Being that I drive a Jetta it was way to expensive to get my brakes replaced currently. Mr. Beazly is going to take a look at them and see what he can do but I still don't know if I'll have the money for it. Oh well, thankfully the weather has been lovely and I am just enjoying the sunny week we've been having here in Lincoln.

What a trip!

So this weekend we: survived a tornado watch, lived in a fire station, FOUND $100!!, played with the CUTEST puppies, saw a crazy kangaroo hybrid, got FOUR flat tires and pretended we were on light bikes from TRON LEGACY. In other news: still in Missouri :(