To feel trapped
Stuck in a corner – with no escape
Helpless and wandering
Seeking in vain
Wishing and wanting
Waiting to be heard
But no reply is to come
Lost you shall stay
Left wanting
You become a ghost
To others
To self
To God
If there is a God
He is gone – leaving my life to chance
Mere roll of the dice . . . my destiny
Why should I hope?
Why should I pray?
To a God that has forsaken me
To a God that exists so perfectly in my dreams – reality, a twisted image of the dream
Tears fall
Heart beats faster
Head pounds
Vocals SCREAM
But self that is longing goes unheard
Is left wanting
Out of breath
Cold in the heart
Scared to death
Why trust?
Why wish?
Why hope?
For something, that like childhood dreams of Santa Clause
Is becoming the greatest let down of my mature life
To believe in something in vain
To wish on something unreal
To hope in someone nonexistent
Only hurts
Only breaks
Only tears one apart
In a moments time of being forgotten
I let go
Fall
Scream
Cry
Search
And am LOST
Lost as the damned?
Lost from the lamb?
Lost as a child . . . tears streaming
Rushing
Running
Wishing
Wanting to be caught up
Raptured in the moment of – happiness
joy
peace
solace
harmony
nature
LOVE
HELP – If you exist . . . then show YOURSELF
Be real for once
For one – who needs a Father . . . who needs his Son
HELP
Please . . . HELP
HEAL
Please . . . HEAL
Comfort
Please . . . comfort
PROTECT
Please . . . PROTECT me
For I am lost
I am scared
I am fearful
I am a child
I am in NEED
I have been forsaken -- damned
No comments:
Post a Comment